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My Back Pages
is the title of a song written by Bob Dylan. Like many of Bob Dylan's songs, I prefer the version of the song later recorded by the Byrds. Although the Byrds' musical stylings are much sweeter to the ear than Dylan's, their lyrics were lacking. Bob Dylan's lyrics soared to the status of poetry. My Back Pages is a prime example.
Below, I will present My Back Pages in it's poetic form. I have chosen this poem as the theme for my web pages for many reasons. The play on words in the title should be obvious - I've always been an abuser of the language! But more than that, the lines within the poem seem to point directly to the course of my life from childhood to the present. I couldn't have encapsulated the essence of what I am more completely nor more beautifuly myself.
My Back Pages
Crimson flames tied through my ears
Rollin' high and mighty traps
Pounced with fire on flaming roads
Using ideas as my maps
"We'll meet on edges, soon," said I
Proud 'neath heated brow.
Ah, but I was so much older then,
I'm younger than that now.
Half-wracked prejudice leaped forth
"Rip down all hate," I screamed
Lies that life is black and white
Spoke from my skull. I dreamed
Romantic facts of musketeers
Foundationed deep, somehow.
Ah, but I was so much older then,
I'm younger than that now.
Girls' faces formed the forward path
From phony jealousy
To memorizing politics
Of ancient history
Flung down by corpse evangelists
Unthought of, though, somehow.
Ah, but I was so much older then,
I'm younger than that now.
A self-ordained professor's tongue
Too serious to fool
Spouted out that liberty
Is just equality in school
"Equality," I spoke the word
As if a wedding vow.
Ah, but I was so much older then,
I'm younger than that now.
In a soldier's stance, I aimed my hand
At the mongrel dogs who teach
Fearing not that I'd become my enemy
In the instant that I preach
My pathway led by confusion boats
Mutiny from stern to bow.
Ah, but I was so much older then,
I'm younger than that now.
Yes, my guard stood hard when abstract threats
Too noble to neglect
Deceived me into thinking
I had something to protect
Good and bad, I define these terms
Quite clear, no doubt, somehow.
Ah, but I was so much older then,
I'm younger than that now.
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